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Friday, April 30, 2010

Thx for calling me this afternoon although its is just a 3 min talk but I guess everything is just worth it , miss your voice miss your everything , shall meet up real soon if not really DBT ! Trust me have faith in me <3 I won't leave you just like that , our relationship won't so fragile right ? won't ever ever leave or even ever say break ! Remember our forever agreement in 6 years time from my age $100 000 complete everything :D

Didn't went school again because I am late and I am way too tired and I guess my health is also falling becoming more and more worst , headache , cough , sore throat , vomit blood all in one sudden , hey will I die ? I wonder ? what happen next ? hey I am scare now ! But never mind continue with my story,
been chatting with sufi my lovely brother for the past few days or should I say weeks chatted with him with lots and lots of topic but it was about the same , complaining yeah I am just complaining this and that to him life is way too sucky even if I said this way I guess the most pity one is him because he have endure with all my complaining and nagging when he is not even emo but when he is emo worst I am just adding stress to him wanted him to help me share all my worries and stuff plus he still need to care for me worry about me when I sudden mood change never reply his smses , I feel like I am just dragging him down to my own emo world lo , so unfair I know so I am here to say lots of lots of SORRY to him my lovely brother I hope I could just shut my mouth up without complaining how bad my bloody life is !so mess up with all the problems and troubles and lots of unwanted stuff . Effing tired already ! But what to do ? But lovely brother thank for lending me ur ear and always there for me when I needed someone to alibaba with ~ Been quarreling with my sister from up to down , left to right , screaming and shouting is not longer in use , it will just hurt my throat so I just let her be but her bloody attitude is the only reason I get so bloody angry every single toot day ! , I am just scare one day I just cannot tahan anymore and just whack her , yeah I mean whack her ! But still have to say sorry to her too , I know my attitude stink too can't blame me we both are just having mood swing here and there so we anyhow alibaba with each other but I guess our sistership still won't change that much bahx standing tall and strong ! everytime quarrel with each other in the end also smile smile laugh laugh in the end sometime I really wonder why do we always quarrel so much? so stupid can ! should spend more time with each other without quarreling already la ! And again been quarreling with my parent too because of mood swing and some misunderstanding between us I really hope I could stop all this quarrel , sorry for blaming you guys for not buying me iphone and stuff cuz I very boylish don't how to really treasure things once anything on my hand a few moment later the stuff become very cui just like the hairband I play for 3 min broke into half , my hand super itchy I left with no choice but to break anything that are so fragile ! But I really wish to own one Iphone on my own but mummy say no touch screen phone for me :( cuz I easily drop my phone ~

currently chatting with ALAN TOH ZI XIONG my bestie , chatting craps because way too boring and he ask me go play one facebook game call Happy Aquarium , he got so addict to this game already lahx ! he say he super love fishy gng to intro him one new fishy facebook game more fun than this de can catch beautiful fishy and put them in your fish tank... Oh ya you know what I got his facebook acc password and username can hack his acc already but I am not so bad til go hack bestie acc lahx ! yaya bestie when want audi with me har ? I level 15 liao :D soon nj you ! beware ! But the most importantly bestie thank for always staying by my side listening to all my unhappiness and stuff truly touch and thank for the special and precious advices to me and always helping me to update my dead blog when I neglected it to keep it alive with your post and picture ~

currently chatting with N1GHT too , HAPPY WATCHING SOCCER !  But I just don't understand why boys love to watch soccer that much ? 20 peoples or izzit more or izzit less chasing one ball to goal very interesting mehx =X maybe its is just boys's interest but don't watch til too late o ><

sorry for the lack of photo and effing long post with all the craps in it , pardon my english because I don't even know what am I talking about , its 2.49 am in the morning  , good morning everyone !
and lastly I haven been to clementi for quite sometime which mean I haven been meeting bibi lurbe for quite sometime already but I know you miss me I miss you too !

11:34:00 AM

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Do I really love you or am I just needing you ? my friend asked me this question just now without further thinking I replied YES I really do love you ! But do you still love me ?

7:15:00 AM

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Bestie here to upload a post for uue ha takecaiire n don think too much ba....
study is more important lol...
don waste uur time on relationship le k.
if he don love uue jus let it end ba.
Don keep on bluffing uurself must face the fact, i don think he still love you. Cause a feeling fade was hard to find back again ok. :D


7:21:00 PM

Friday, April 23, 2010


9:08:00 AM

Monday, April 19, 2010


3 days ago I feel like dying .
2 days ago almost going crazy STRESS !
1 days ago I am feeling happy plus sad plus stress plus get neglected and super left out plus wanna give up plus super angry plus lonely~
I am sorry I miss you dear ~

5:16:00 AM

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Times to update my dead blog again ~ Just a super short post
In case you are wondering where these photos are taken from , they are taken in Pioneer Mall's toliet , august and me went there to buy ingredients for baking cupcakes. ignore my ugly face ~

MISSING BABY RIGHT NOW , He is busy already so gotta wait for him to be free once again :(
kind of moodless right now argh I don't even know what I am talking about now never mind never mind pls ignore me I dunno why I so blur today ~ anyway I hope My bestie alan will cheer up soon ~
shall end here ,
Good night earthlings

9:24:00 AM

Thursday, April 8, 2010


Thank for being by my side when I needed someone to talk to the most, YOU are a very good listener , sorry that I always chat with you about the same things and all the negative throught came flying out of my mouth without thinking hope you won't find me irritating that fast=X SORRY IN ADVANCE IF YOU EVER FIND ME IRRITATING PLS LET ME KNOW BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA MAKE YOU HEARD MY ALIBABA STUFF AND BECOME IRRITATED BY ME OR BECOME EMO =X haha shall end here , JIE LOVE DI <3

7:40:00 AM

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

SHALL update my blog today , sorry for neglecting this blog recently didn't mean to let this blog dead just that I got no mood to blog recently pls understand me ...

9th of march[daddy] && 20th of march [mummy]
last but not least
10th of march [ mine birthday ] ps no photo &&
but I had a wonderful birthday party with friend in school and thank so much for the presents and the surprises you gave me ~

Many things happen recently , sadness , disappointment cause me to breakdown , crying make my eye swollen the next day , I know many things won't be the same anymore thank to my stubborn attitude , after this few days of thinking , I change perhaps I just wanna be happy but its is so damn hard ! laughing all the way in school act as if I am really happy but once I am all alone somewhere I start to anyhow think again and of course all sorts of negative thoughts came haunting my mind again,come on acting that I am really okay,  acting that I am really happy its really tough, can I still continue to be like this, how long can it really last ? I really wonder ~  stressing with school works , I CAN'T COPE WITH SEC 5 WORKS ! I am really scare that I am going to waste one year just like that studying nothing and fail my "o" regret not going Ite for further studies previously to get my degree and start working ~

ANYWAY , bestie thank for helping me update my super dead blog and scolding me asking me to wake up form this dreams , I understand that by quarreling with my parents make me a bad child , I will try to control my temper cum attitude so that I won't quarrel with my parents so that aften , don't worry much ~ Yea they can be quite naggy sometime and sometime too naggy on my moodless day make me lose my temper , I do not want to quarrel with them either but they sometime really get on my nerves... But I really understand that their naggy-ness is good for me so I will listen bahx , and I will cherish them de don't worry that much ... I know I should also control my temper and attitude , I will also try to change for the better de ~ and ya gratz that you and you stead finally okay le , Last long long kkay , I don't want to hear any breaking up or stuff from you k ? cherish her pls , she is a very nice girl and do take care alot too ! o ya I forgot , me and stead although haven break but we seem like stranger , I am trying to ignore everything so I can feel happier... Last but not least don't worry I won't do anything that will hurt me de I am not the last time jasmine anymore anyhow slash and what so ever liao hence now I have stronger mindset le so don't worry ! && yea I will study hard de lahx dun worry k ? && of course will keep my blog alive ~

Baby , I know we are drifting but I do not know what the is the main reason that cause us to drift so fast , I remember 1 year ago , the way you treated me is so different from others I knew and its was the first time a guy treated me this way ... 1 year ago you let me feel important to you 1 year later we are totally like stranger , sms not more than 5 a day and we have already not met for 1 month 2 weeks le maybe to you meet or never meet aren't important at all ...  But to me its is very important I wish to spend every single moment with you just like last time but I know it cannot be done anymore , can you pls tell me the reason of changing , the change in you,really make me feel insecure ... I perhap too rely on you , I need you more than anyone does , it is hurtful just to see you change ... everytime my classmate ask me about you or say your name out I will rather turn emo but not to reveal my emoness I laugh but I was just acting , its is really damn hurtful to see you change this way ...

Shall end here ~
Good night earthlings
Take care !

5:39:00 AM

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Hey alan hereby to post for uue ha.... Alan saw uur blog since like going dead zzz....
eh bestie can uue jus wake up... don drop in deeper n deeper not tatt i wanna scold uue or wad but uue go think ok not everyone don understand uue k. Uue go think tatt uur heart inside got hw many secret nv tell uur parent. Uue go think k, uur parent is care for uue de maybe they are naggy but is still good for uue understand. Let mwii tell uue something got alot of orphan in singapore they have no parent to care for them but uue got parent wid uue y don cherish them rather then being so rude to them can uue. Uue don everytime say can uue noe... Go think ok i noe tatt uur sis giving uue alot of trouble but uue must think uue last time hw uue treating uur parent nw she treating uue bck k it the same she learn from uue hmmm bestie anything uue can text mwii ok must taggy mwii too zzzz siian

Anw mwii n my stead ok ler
uue do takecaiire n stay happy
don because of a guy uue end uur story here
guy only not end of world ok
CHEER UP man!!!

Don do something tatt hurt uurself it not worth for a guy don love uue
in these world there is alot of guy k... uue jus need to wait don think too much nw
carry on the task tatt uue need to do i mean uur study k


1:27:00 PM