can't update my post with photos once again cuz i screw up everything again!
sorry peeps , I feeling so stress up ~ don't wish to talk about it sorry to let u guys disappointed again for not blogging a good posts ...
The sight of my sister make me feel like puking ~
The missing feeling inside me make me feel so fucking lonely ~
people change , they do change , u just can't blame them and u can't force them to change back, things weren't the same as it is anymore , I just couldn't find back the missing parts , the feeling , the cheerful me is all gone...
maybe I am just tired perhaps I am maybe I should just leave this cruel world , I can't think of any things that is meaningful to me in my life anymore , it all long gone , I really hate the me now ... 100% hate , I given up myself ~ There is no more reason left in this world that I should continue living and there is no reason why I should die , everything seem to be torturing me ...
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